I'm tired of people continuously pointing out the obvious.

Yes, I know I'm fat. I've known that forever. I don't think I need anyone to tell me what my body looks like, especially if you're overweight yourself. I work out and don't eat a punch of junk food. I don't eat as often as I should be when I do I eat healthy. Stop focusing on the fact that i'm fat and acknowledge the fact that I'm putting in work to change it. Constant criticism isn't going to help me. Either give advice or don't say anything. 

I really need to get back on working out.

I've just stopped. I need to kick it in gear. I'm letting all my hard work go to waste. I refuse to give up. I need to get over my laziness and get up.

I remember how I had this fantasy of what high school should be.

And that fantasy has failed miserably. I also dreamed of meeting a guy who wasn't crap and just enjoying high school. I have meet many guys and it's gone nowhere. It's like all the guys I'm attracted to are nowhere to be found. I'm just sitting around like a lonely potato. But, you get over it. You find a way to get over it and move on.