I can feel it

That feeling that everything is going to crash. I don't feel secure in my current positions and I hate that. Trying not to let it affect me is even harder. I just want affirmation and honesty. I feel like the majority stems from one problem in particular but, once that is solved...then what? I hate this.

Boys, Relationships, "Talking"...and School

There's so many questions and thoughts but I don't know what you feel or how I should feel. We're still at square one and I don't know how to move past it. Just say how you feel and be serious with me. I don't wanna put pressure on you and ruing what could be a good friendship but I don't wanna waste this. 

Honestly, I don't feel bad for people who kill themselves.

I feel sympathy for the situation that their past situations but, the fact is, they chose to kill themselves instead of taking action over their situation. They allowed people control how they felt about themselves and their actions instead of taking the situation into their own hands and refusing to let life take a huge dump all over them. Don't let someone else's behavior impact the way you feel or think about yourself. Take control. It's all up to you. Don't blame society, your parents, teachers, friends, enemies, etc. for your problems. Take control and think before you act. There is no point in making a permanent solution to a temporary action.