Motivation and Effort

I'm tired of people complaining about how they want to lose weight but not make the effort. I can on encourage you so much. You have to put in the work and really want it. I work out almost every day except for Sunday. You're trying to tell me you can only work out 3 times a week? Not only that; you expect those 2 days to make a difference when you still have terrible eating habits? What you're basically saying is that you want this handed to you and I refuse to do it. This is serious business and you HAVE to want it for yourself.

Control

Nothing feels better than knowing you have control over your life. I love it. I feel like all my hard work is really paying off. It's a good feeling to know that your work is worthwhile and that things are coming together. I'm just in a such a generally better mood. I feel like I need to lighten up my environment too. Starting with my blogs, then my room, and well, my wardrobe is as bright as I will let it get (which isn't very but still). If anyone were to ever tell me hard work doesn't pay off they'd be the biggest liar. 

I don't like talking about my problems.

I don't feel like I should set and talk about my problems when there are other people in the world who have life so much harder. My problems lack in comparison and I don't have a reason to feel the way I do sometimes. Sometimes I wish I had a really tough lie so I could have a reason for feeling the way I do. But I don't, so why go around talking about my problems. But I don't feel anything enough to actually care about my problems...

I hate having people from my school know about all my websites I'm on.

Like, places I went to express myself, I can't go. It's so annoying. Now I have to just ignore what I want to say. It's so annoying. Like, everyone pores their feelings out to me but I can't do that on my private blogs.

I hate when people complain.

Like, shut up. It's not that serious. Even little things you feel the need to complain. Shut up and take it. That's life, get over it and grow up.

I hate asking my mom for money.

It makes me feel like such a burden! Honestly, I wish I could just get a job. I'd be a freakin busboy if I had to. As long as I could get money and didn't have to ask my mom for money it's worth it. 

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