Sometimes

I think that maybe I should change my ways. But then I began to think why? Who am I changing for and why? Why should I change for people who don't matter and/or don't care about me? If I'm going to change it's going to be for myself. I know my flaw and faults and I work on them but I won't do anything I feel in my heart that I should do.

But I feel like I have changed and I don't know if it's for the better or the worst. Or maybe I haven't changed. I'm still me but I'm only letting a certain side of me be shown. I try to show all my colors and who I am but I don't know if it's going so well.

I've got a lot of thinking and self evaluating to do.